• 9:58 PM, Sunday, December 25, 2011

Hell, I can't seem to keep myself focused for one full day.
I lose interest at the speed of light. Okay, exaggeration.

But you get the gist.

I was so giddy with joy over this inexplicably well-written NaruSasu fanfiction that delved so deeply into emotions with such simple terms, I was engrossed and obsessed and entranced and then it's gone altogether.

I've so many things I want to express, like that sparkle peeking out from under the dark folds of the night and I imagine it's an UFO when in reality we know all too well it's a damned kite with LED bulbs or that I hate starting sentences with "I" because it's trite and repetitive or how I want to incorporate as many beautiful nouns, adjectives, verbs or adverbs into my language because I find it oh-so-beautiful. Repetitive I tend to be, did I mention that?

That, and I find it horrifying how I'm growing up. Literally and figuratively.
Fast and speedy like a roadrunner, makes my head spin and whirl around and round.

My creativity...is being sapped up and I don't like that, not in the least bit.